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The Dream That Shook Me: Grief, Covenant, Trauma, and Spiritual Discernment
"See, I am making all things new." Revelation 21:5 This dream was not a prophecy of doom. It was the cry of a heart learning to trust God again with covenant, family, and the future. A few weeks ago, I attended a Christian retreat called the Walk to Emmaus. During the second night there, I had one of the most vivid and disturbing dreams of my life. I was standing inside what felt like my daughter’s home. But inside the home was this massive zoo-like enclosure/cage filled

widowavenger4god
May 136 min read


The Deception of Shame and the Truth of Guilt
"I am sorry, I am sorry, I am sorry, I am sorry!" I can remember saying these words over and over and over from the time I found Brett...

widowavenger4god
Feb 17, 20238 min read


A Nightmare Only God Could Handle
September 10th, 2021 a day that changed me forever. What started out as a normal Thursday night (Sept 9th) in our home, soon turned into...

widowavenger4god
Jan 26, 202314 min read
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